Sometimes, I think I’m my own worst enemy! Ugh! In a few areas. I even let complacency sneak in (Ugh! doesn’t that suck?!)! That makes things so much harder. This is where I am right now… I’ve found myself… too COMFORTABLE. Now I know you’re probably thinking, “What’s wrong with being comfortable?” right? Well, let me explain. There’s nothing wrong with being comfortable AT ALL! But when you actually take a second and ANALYZE where you are in your life, like I just did, sometimes you come across some riiidiculous stuff! Like how could something (lets say bad habits) that USED to drive you crazy, all of a sudden become a norm? What made those things become acceptable in your life? and WHEN?? These are just some of the questions I’m asking myself right now. And since asking myself these questions, I’ve realized… I have a few weeds in my garden, choking the LIFE out of the good trees in my life. I keep picking these weeds up, but just at the surface. All the while, the roots are growing stronger and stronger beneath the surface, choking the roots of my good trees….. which means they are tainting other areas of my life…. which lead me to realize, I’m losing control. I’ve let FLESH eat away at all of my good fruit. Call me overly spiritual if that makes you feel more comfortable about the mess in your life (because we ALL have some mess, even if it’s just a little) but its truth (& I don’t mean to judge, but I know SOMEONE was thinking it and just wanted to add that =) its all in love). But, I don’t believe in giving pity parties soooo do you know what this means?? It means its time to do some damage! I’m in the process of uprooting! like FOR REAL for real! I see my short comings and I’m choosing to do something about them. Not by myself though, thats where I’ve BEEN messing up. I’m gonna let my Daddy help me with this one. =) So I’ll be praying about WHAT the root of the problem is and HOW to uproot it. be looking out for my finished results! =)
-Signed,
Under Construstion
Just a thought! I hope this has helped someone! If this sparked any questions, PLEASE, feel free to ask! I hope you all have a FANTASTIC day! Don’t forget to let that light SHINE! For His glory. (Originally Written on March 13, 2011)